Hey so I think tomorrow maybe wednesdays I'll post this short paper I did for school, hopefully you will find some entertainment value from it.
I just wanted to see have any of you noticed how truly alone we are? Now I know 'God is always with us' but I'm talking more of earthly things. There are certain times when we certainly feel alone. When no one talks to you or will even look at you. Or if your used to a girl/boy friend no one to hold you or say they love you, hug, feel close to. Aside from those times I think we also decieve our selfs on being 'not alone.' Our minds are completely separate, our souls will never clash, our thoughts intertwined. There will never be anyone who completely understands you. (And off the subject but if I completely understood some one... BORING.) We betray ourselves by being with friends and having parties or events. Words hardly express what's going on inside. Words are probably the least accurate at refraining emotions compared to actions. In this world we are alone. In a blink of an eye your world you knew can be gone and then you realize how truly aloke you are. No body. No place. No home. No pets. Nothing to call your own. Nothing familiar.
About Me
- Vincent Valentine
- I'm doing this blog so I can put down my beliefs of God and other things I believe.
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Sorry I have this dumb auto correction spell checker so when I spell a word a tad wrong it can choose a random one. For the words that don't make sense... My apologies!
~VV~
WELL, do I have some thoughts :). First of all, I am terribly sorry you feel alone. I know how it feels, and I realize that right now I am insanely happy, but I do believe I can offer some words of wisdom.
I actually have been best friends with a boy who truly does completely understand me for four years now. I call him Edward*, and he is my brother. So yes, you can find someone who does, but it is quite rare. We finish each other's sentences, practically read each other's thoughts, and know each other better than we know ourselves. Everything you could ever want.
The funny part is that he's not my boyfriend; Colby* is. As amazing as it is to be understood, that isn't always marriage material. Edward and I are not meant to be romantically. He's an awesome brother, but that is the way he is awesome. I only figured this out by dating Colby. Colby and I are very close, and I bet we'll get to the point where, much like Edward and I do, we will read each other's thoughts. We're already starting to do it, but I know it takes time because Edward and I have been friends for four years, and Colby and I have only known each other for six months and been a couple for a matter of days.
My point is not to broadcast my amazing brother and wonderful boyfriend; my point is, you won't just find someone; you'll find more than one someone. Sure, you'll date. Of course you'll have friends. But there will be someone who will change your life, someone who shatters the world you built for yourself in the best possible way, and changes your plans :). That's Colby for me, I don't know who it will be for you. I know I have really rose colored sunglasses, but trust me: the moment you accept the current state of being, God will change it. So accept being single and not having someone who completely understands, and maybe you'll find a girlfriend who can solve both those problems ;). Then again, maybe you'll make a close friend instead or in addition. Don't underestimate the power of friendship: I had to learn to love my brother before I could learn to love my boyfriend :).
Okay, done with the epic comment.
.... Wow I started typing the word verication thing up here... Fail.
Ha well I'm sorry if you kind of misunderstood that I'm actually not feeling alone. And when I do I kind of like. It has it's positives. Though and a few downsides but nothing too bad. I meant it more as thoughts not feelings if that makes sense... But yeah thanks for being concerned! :)
~VV~
And that was an epic comment
Oh well glad you're not feeling alone, then :). Yeah, solitude is nice sometimes. I know the feeling.
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