Precious

He took what was precious to me. The only thing precious to me. He did it in a second and with out a second thought.
My actions are justified!
He knew what he was doing, what he was taking. He didn't care. I warned him. He took no heed. He carried it out with out sympathy. No regret, no remorse. He took it. My actions are justified!
I looked in his eyes. I saw the fear. Oh what fear! I made him see what his actions had made happen. I made him look. I opened his eyes. My actions are justified!
Even after seeing it made him no different. Still no regret. I made him feel my pain. The more I gave the more I freed myself of it. He would pay.

Oh what fear there was. Hands shaking. Not daring to meet my eyes.
I held the gun, not the back of his head but to the front, so he could see what my intentions were. So he could feel what she felt. He cried out. I made my ears deaf to all. He had no care. I tightened my grip. The shell fell to the ground. Revenge. Oh what revenge, what justice. He took away what was precious to me so I took away what was precious to him.

Thoughts

So today my mom said something that made me think. We were at our neighbors and there were these really nice flowers and she said "it's hard to believe they are real"
Well it's just that about 100 years ago people would be saying, "it's so awesome it has to be real!"
And that made me think. Our world has made everything that is something special and turned it not so special. Like flowers. There are a lot of them that are awesome and the factory people realize that so they make fake ones and soon the flower isn't as cool because you can see it all year long as a fake.
Same princible for a lot of things as well though some different outcomes.
Cell phones. Almost everyone has one(mostly) and they used to be cool and new but now they've made thousands and thousands. With new ones coming out everyweek. Not that I am at all a 'green person(go recylcle type)' but still that is a lot of trash just for cell phones. And some people get a new one every three months just for kicks. Now I understand that people are just trying to make money but still.

Another thing is movies. Some people need to tell them that half the movies they are making are pieces of junk. "oh just put an explosion there and the veiwers will love it" seems to be the new movie making motto.

They (society) have cheapened several things the same.
Love. It's all about that one thing. (you know, the ONE thing) if you have that one thing everything works and that that is the deffinition of love.

Friendship. I think that friendship is also cheapened. Friends today get along with just texting each other. Saying what's up, And then saying "nothing. Friendship is the strongest love I think. There is the marrige type love but that is based on looks as a percentage where as pure friendship has nothing to do with looks. True friend ship is true sacrifice.

Please comment on anything.

~Love~

Some one kill me now I think I'm in love!
As a very popular person one asked cleverly "What is love?"- haddaway or whoever. You know the rapper dance person. Well what is love. I hears some one once define true love as 'do the absolute best for another person at all times' meaning you do whatever is best for them at all times. I disagree with that because that could be saying God doesn't love us because if we were going by what is best for us wouldn't he make us uncapable of sin? I don't think love is something you can put a deffinition on because there are so many variation and for each person it's different.
Love is the one reason that makes life worth living. Whether it's full blown marrige love or just friend or family love. If you have nothing but love you have all you need. Everyone will fall in love with some one or have a cruch on some one it's human nature. For the few weeks you are in love with that person I think the word is; obssesion. Every thought and every act is based on that person. You can change your entire outward appearance just for love. And after awhile your innerself. For that reason love can make the most change in a person. It amuses me how the world characterizes love now days. Songs like 'Low' and 'right round' and almost any rap song says it's all physical and is based on looks. Good luck to them. There should be some physical attraction don't get me wrong but that shouldn't be the first and only requirement for 'love' or when looking for a girl friend or boy friend.


Now for the keys to reallity side of it. Love is in all of our choices. You'll do this because you love it. Or won't do that because you love this or will always listen to this person. Love keeps up wanting to be here. Without it life would be bland and boring. Love gives sacrifice meaning and gives it cause. Worlds rise and fall because of love. People die and truly live because of love.
Some are wasted away.
Love is something few can do justice in trying to explain or express it.

Music video

Here's a video. I liked it. It's on YouTube though. I know somepeople arnt allowed on it.
And sorry for not just making a single button or some reason making a link to something isn't working at all.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XV30-5E6Png&feature=youtube_gdata

Demon Hunter " THE WORLD IS A THORN"

Well I am now owner of TWiaT demon hunter delux album. I looked at iTunes store a little before midnight and it was already released( before opening day) (wow ive never heard of eastern time before) but I was way to tired, not that I didn't really want to listen to it. But as soon as I woke up I bought it and listened to it. I was dissapointed the the delux version was the only one of the covers that I have that Doesnt have the logo trademark thing on it. Sadface. Also because the regular album cover is amazing.

http://seeingamy.blogspot.com/2010/03/genesis-35-36.html. -there's a full review done excelently a full review. I'll just make a list of my top three fav songs.
1. Lifewar. Most deffinatly my fav more hard beat with the drums and stuff song. It's perfect. And catchy as I heard someone else say
2. Collapsing. This one is my fav of the whole album. This was the first song I heard of the album because that was released a couple weeks ago. I was hoping the whole ablum would be as good. And was disappointed but o well.
3. Driving nails (NOT THE STRINGS VERSION) I ha... I mean dislike the strings version. So far. It's way to just one line at a time and doesn't flow to well I think. But the normal song is great. Though I have trouble hearing the persons voice above the instruments in the begining It's too quiet. Same with blood in tears or whatever.
4. I said three I meant 4. Blood in tears. It's great. Though same problem as number three except more so . Too quiet vocals.
Well there my opinion.
~VV~

Sry

So I just realized how long it has been since I last posted sorry for that. I'm not really going to say anything for this post just saying I'm still here and when I'm granted the time I'll actually post something.
~VV~